no deaf ears here....

Didn't sleep great last night but I rested well and woke up feeling pretty normal on the 5th day here at True North.  I started my morning listening to The Garden by Kari Jobe and shared with Rita. We listened to a few more, then read devotionals and 2 chapters of fasting by Jentezen Franklin.  Definitely a spot on book.  I was beginning to write but Rita really wanted to go to the courtyard to get some sun. Very quickly there was a crowd of fellow fasters assembled around us.  Rita went for a walk and I stayed.  Each were asking about why they were here......it got to me and well..... Jesus was all up in it.  Shared my faith & my story.  I forget sometimes the wealth of information I've accrued on this journey but most of all the testament of Faith over fear. It is truly a blessing to share from my bounty with others, especially when they are truly interested and want to hear.  Those that have ears to hear, let them hear. Luke 8:9  This journey has been a long one, but what I have learned about physical, emotional and most of all spiritual health is priceless.  I was diagnosed in 2016, told a year to live if I didn't do anything, 5 years if I did everything they prescribed. I didn't like those odds so I went for a second opinion.  Pretty much the same - except to find after testing- chemo wouldn't work for me. So needless to say I am truly thankful I received a second opinion. They wouldn't do a lumpectomy without radiation and the radiation would be so intense it probably would do some damage to my heart. Some is to much, so after prayer and seeking His peace, I chose to continue the natural approach.  Well it has been four years more than a year, and I am still among the living, healthy, and living life with the " tissue issue".  Being here is another stepping stone - more hands on information and healing to my body.  

I am missing my family very much at this point.  I am shooting for 21 days water only if my body allows.... but I'll take less if Gods will for sure! The hunger is not the issue, it's being away from my loves and my grand loves that's the hard stuff! Having my time with Jesus is really all that keeps me afloat.... a true i lean, He leads moment.  

But to you who fear My name The SUN of Righteousness shall arise with healing in His wings; and you shall go out and grow fat like stall fed calves. Malachi 4:2

​Hold Gods name in reverence and honor and the Sun of Righteousness our Jesus, will heal you.... it all comes from honoring God. I honor Him with my trust, even when I have no clue what's going on. He knows and He is delighted with my blind faith. I know He is faithful to perform all that I ask.  He's a good Father, it's who He is and He's all I need.    Praise God from whom all blessing flow!

until we meet again my friends!